It's been a rough week for many petty and tedious reasons. But tonight I am holding my breath. It seems there may be a working car in my near future. We've been without for so long, I'm afraid to let myself believe this could really happen, our hopes have been repeatedly dashed. These last 18 months have been so incredibly difficult for me, yes physically, but even more so emotionally. I like my freedom. Without a car there is no freedom to come and go as you please - that messes with my head. We live in a city and no, not everything we need is close by. As a matter of fact, frequently what we need is in opposite directions and far away. Everything, even seemingly small things become a major task, every single day a challenge just to get through. Pip and I, we're not natural born city folks. Our joys come in the form of hikes, rolling in nature, getting to the running trails, our favorite parks, the beach. There has been no Happy for 18 months.
But right now, I can hardly keep my eyes open so I'll have to conclude this post later.
But right now, I can hardly keep my eyes open so I'll have to conclude this post later.